March 2010
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now the party’s over and everybodys gone, im left here with myself and i wonder what went wrong, and now my heart is broken like the bottles on the floor, now ive got myself looking like a mess standing alone here at the end, trying to pretend to forget. please dont leave, i need you more than ever at the moment!
the good life!
Got a water bottle full of whiskey In my handbag. Got my drunk text on I’ll regret it in the mornin!
“cos baby, we can go nowhere but up from here <3”
“your a bitch!”
: )
i think you 2 are made for each other, both liers and both think the same of me. really you should go for each other, you would make a fan fuking tastic couple! just know that when you 2 get together, you will have another thing coming for you…
“you’ve helped me, get over him!”
: )
everythings back to normal again! :D
what to feel?
i shouldnt of gone down there today, it made me feel even worse and even more scared. he has no clue about whats going on, he has no idea of what has happened and how he ended up in there. looking at his face and remembering what happened made me feel sick inside, and i didnt know what to do.
you dont have any clue what im going through!
i know your only doing this to hurt me, its not for yourself or for him, its to hurt me. stop posting photos of me everywhere, and stop putting yourself down like you are, its not going to get you anywhere and its not going to get you any more attention!
broken.
you’ve left me here, not knowing what to think, i hate you for what you’ve done for me but i still love you for the times we had, ill always be your biffle, i just dont know if we will be more than that ever again. please dont hurt me again! </3
dont take this to harshly...
buut, you need to let go of what we had, you need to let go of the friendship and secrets we shared, you need to stop assuming im doing something when i dont want anything to do with you, you need to stop pulling yourself and down and pulling my friends with you and last of all you need to get over it and move on, cos i have. im sorry.
“you make me so happy ! : )”
